The Life of a Cornmuffin

Geez ... Time Goes By.

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Fri, 30 Oct 2009 05:10:37 GMT

Wow! LiveJournal.

I remember I was like 14 or 15 when I set this damn thing up. Now I'm 21.

After all the social networks like myspace, facebook ... Livejournal is still here.

I wonder if anyone still uses this thing. Lol.

IQ

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Sun, 24 May 2009 02:07:27 GMT

Shizzle ...

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Sun, 23 Jul 2006 05:11:10 GMT

Haha ... this place has died since myspace. LMFAO! Anyways ... last month on the 24th was the big 1-8. It should've been something spectacular ... but, it totally wasn't. So, yeah. v.v Life is a little shitty and whatnot ... I honestly don't feel like going through all of it again ... but ... I'm not having that great of a time. =( Anyways ... send the Cheyness some good lovin' <3 Aiight?

YAY! I'm a big girl!

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Wed, 23 Nov 2005 06:51:13 GMT

Things are starting to look up for me ... I finally feel like I am actually growing up. I'm getting a job ... I'm going to start going back to school. I'm really happy with myself =)

Christmas is coming up and I'm REALLY excited ... I think this Christmas is going to be the best X-mas ever! =)

Anyways ... I have work to do. Check out my myspace!

www.myspace.com/cheyness

Not much goin' down ...

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Fri, 14 Oct 2005 05:20:01 GMT

Nothing really exciting has happened since my last post. Just the same ol' same ol'. Maybe next post will be exciting and like ... worth reading ... MAYBE!

Me, Me, Meee!

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Sat, 30 Jul 2005 07:19:40 GMT

That's the new me! =D YaY!

What went down on June 24, 2005.

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Sat, 25 Jun 2005 22:33:04 GMT

Well, at home, my private birthday bash is what went down. Yesterday was my 17th birthday! And I got drunk for the very first time. I did 9 shots of Tequila. It was also my very first time drinking anything other than beer or wine. My first time doing shots <.< Wow. I had a good time, just kickin' back...smokin' cigarettes, drinking, more smoking. o.o With my Mommy and Step-Dad. And my birthday present is a tattoo! Wee! I get it on Wednesday. <3 I'll take pics of it.

Hey hey hey!

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Mon, 02 May 2005 04:52:51 GMT

It's been a very long time since my last entry, and a lot has happened since the last time I wrote. Well, eariler in the year 2005 I found out that my father had died in October of 2004 to drugs. My Dad had shot up a methamphetimine, known as speed. He ended up getting a flesh eating bacteria that poisioned his bloodstream, placing his body in Ceptic Shock. After all of that my Dad went into Cardiac arrest, his heart stopping, which left him dead. October 16, 2004 is when he died, I found out January 19, 2005. How fucked is that? March 30, 2005 I left Mary's house <.< She got to be a real bitch, Angela you know what I'm talking about. Drinking, physical, mental, and emotional attacks. I couldn't deal with it anymore, so I left the bitch's place. Now, I live with my real Mommy again! But when I got here I found out all of the horrible lies Mary had told my family and I. Lies that once met, contradicted eachother greatly. Lies that kept my family and I apart for almost four years. So, here it is May 1, and I'm happy at home with my family. :D I'm glad to be home.

Anyways! Back to my happy self! My new AIM screen name is Lady Aceteylene. You can also email me at:
LadyAcetylene@aol.com and MordantPhoenix@yahoo.com
and I still have Yahoo Messenger, it's the address above. (The one @yahoo.com of course :D) Anywho, IM me anytime, People. I hope to hear from all of you!

OH man!

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Wed, 16 Feb 2005 04:04:03 GMT

A sketch of Destiny and I on my 10th b-day!

My sister Chyna (The barefoot one), Alex...and my mom's other kiddies

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Wed, 16 Feb 2005 03:53:52 GMT

MY MAMA!

My family (pt. 1)

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Wed, 16 Feb 2005 03:43:44 GMT

This is my Baby sister Destiny...this is like a 4 year old pic though!

This is my brother! Man...he's a cutie!

Wow, here's a pic of the Cheyster <.

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Wed, 12 Jan 2005 02:23:06 GMT

Hey! I found this old pic of my face <.< ACK!

This song rocks so hard.

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Sun, 09 Jan 2005 19:16:03 GMT

QUEENS OF THE STONE AGE - Avon Lyrics

I see you go
Through a park in a haze
I don't listen
For traffic going the same way
A simple system
I string 'em up
I cut 'em down
Dare I say

A perfect vision
Some simple ways to let you know
Free range humans all cooped up
Naked clone is playing lame
I string 'em up
I cut 'em down
Dare I say

I shouldn't be listening to that Mario kid's song <.<!

~VINNY VINNY VINNY~ <3 <~~Heart

Happy New Years! <3 Jeremy

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Mon, 03 Jan 2005 02:12:38 GMT

Happy New Year everyone!! Wow! I would have updated last night or on New Years Eve, but I was out at a party all night. Well from, 8:30 PM until 1 AM. It was boring at first but then it got exciting because of all the dancing that I was doing with friends. I went to the party with Cody and Monica, all dressed up and sexy. I danced with some little 8th grade kid, he couldn't dance! But he asked me..so I danced with him. Cody introduced me to these people that she knows from school and the one guy shook my hand and was like "I saw you shaking your ass on the dance floor, you're really good. I'm white so..I can't dance." I just laughed and looked at him saying "You were watching me dance?!" LoL! It was fun, dancing all night, meeting new people. I'm going dancing this Sunday with Cody, Monica, and Sami. Sami is this chick that I was dancing with at the party. After the party though..my hips and thighs hurt so bad! I could barely walk and I slept in until 2:30 PM. I'm still really sore and tired. Now

I'm going out dancing in about 15 minutes.

HAI! I miss you Jeremy.

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Fri, 31 Dec 2004 07:23:39 GMT

This is a horrible pic...but it's a pic! It's Cody and Jerry. This is my understanding: Jerry thinks I'm hot, he really loves my boobs. THAT'S WHY HE FLICKED THE BURNING ASH OF HIS CIGARETTE IN MY CLEAVAGE! What a bitch! And Cody, my bestfriend..sadly, forever! Welp, sort of sad! She's been coming around a bit, but I have learned to approach with caution and emotions of steel around her. I actually had a good day with her, minus the whole pregnancy scare that will be figured out in the morning. She's fourteen, I don't want her to have a baby. But I suppose things happen for a reason. But yes, I had fun with her and the people that I usually dislike...I suppose that they have somewhat lightened up. My boobs burn, stupid Jerry! Needless to say, I socked him!

Hey-LO!

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Thu, 30 Dec 2004 07:16:04 GMT

Hey ya'll! I suppose I'm over that backstabbing bitch, Cody! I will always love her and all, but I'm done. I can't take the constant let downs! I have people that love and will treat me with the respect I deserve! Like: Angelie...oh god! I forgot to call her! >.< Oh-man! All-well! I'll make up for it! And Like: Jeremy! Who is so awesome it makes me tremble! LoL! I just thought I should update ya'll a bit. Hai, Vince!

Merry Christmas y'all!

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Mon, 27 Dec 2004 05:21:18 GMT

Welp, My Christmas was just fantastic!! Minus the part where Cody completely betrayed me all over again!...I guess. Cody, Michael (Cody's lame ass boyfriend) and I were playing Cranium...and Cody leaned over and hugged him saying "I love you, Michael." he didn't say anything so I looked over at him and was like "Do you love her back, Mike?" He said NO!! OMFG! Cody told him to leave after I slapped him.. And then she spent the rest of the hour crying..I was crying too..but..whatever! And then she goes right back to licking his ass...but erm..I suppose I'm used to it! I will always love her..and I'll always be around..but I'm done. She'll have to learn things on her own..minus her 'bestfriend'.

Here are some pictures for you!

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Mon, 20 Dec 2004 02:27:33 GMT

This is Calle Sioux...My new little sister! ^-^ I stole her from Cody!

Thats me, under some red lights! I look like I'm crying! I really was crying though!

I love my Cody!!! She's actually being my best buddie agaiN!!

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Sat, 18 Dec 2004 18:52:31 GMT

Sorry you may have to tilt your head for this one!

Wooo! I'm so liking this pic! I miss my Jeremy!!!

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Sat, 18 Dec 2004 09:17:37 GMT

This is to fix my December 5th entry!! I am the wild hamster!

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Sat, 18 Dec 2004 08:12:48 GMT

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Sat, 18 Dec 2004 07:54:03 GMT

My crazy dream from 12/9/04

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Sun, 12 Dec 2004 02:44:11 GMT

The dream started with me, Cody, and some guy being in a movie. We were up on this railed platform that was swaying, we had act like we pretty much high (minus the being an idiot while high) while flowers and studio sunshine showered down on us. After that, during our five minute break I went into this shower room type of place and I saw Jeremy. I stopped in the doorway, staring at him saying "Oh my god."

He looked at me and said: "Cheyenne...!" I said 'hello' and then he asked me for some sort of help. I remember carrying him somewhat and then kissing him on the lower jaw line. Then my dream pretty much phased into a story about Timmy and his girlfriend Jessyca.

In the dream they ended up sleeping together and then she went to the cops claiming that he raped her. Timmy got arrested and he got the crap beat out of him while he was being held in jail. The cops determined that Timmy was innocent and the let him go. A little while after that it showed up on the news that Timmy and Jessyca got married. They showed a picture of the both of them and Jessyca had 'Tim' shaved into her eyebrows. Then some chick IMed Jessyca's father leading him to the conclusion that Timmy was going to kill Jessyca. When people got there to check things out, it was Jessyca who ended up killing Timmy. Before I found out that Timmy was dead, Mary and Shelli were questioning my friendship with Timmy and they were pretty much blaming me for all the crazy crap that was happening. After I found out that Timmy was dead, I went into like denial, I was waiting for Timmy to come online! And then after I realized that he was gone....I was so depressed! I cried! Because I love Mr. Timmy!

~*~I told Timmy, he said that I'm going off the deep end!~*~ TRUE! I had that dream on 12/9/04! Creepy!

Here's to new friends!!

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Fri, 10 Dec 2004 04:46:55 GMT

I have this awesome friend by the name of Vincent! He's really cool! And wayyyyy super nice! You wouldn't believe the things that he's doing with his life..for the happiness of his girlfriend! He's such a sweetheart! ^-^ Happy, Vince? Lol! Hey Jeremy!! Where are youuu!!!??? I miss youuuuu!! Angela! Call me, and please fix my disgusting journal!! I love you guys! This color reminds me of toothpaste....arg! Wanna know whats gross? I've been listening to rap music lately...and the song that is stuck in my head is by Eminem, Dr. Dre, and 50 cent. I hate 50 cent! The part thats stuck in my head is: "When Dre says krump, You will get it krumped. Krump! Krump! Krump!" Holy Crap!

Holy poop!

MordantPhoenix@aol.com — Wed, 08 Dec 2004 03:50:51 GMT

Hello! I'm going to the Sherrif's office tomorrow to explain my reasons for not wanting to live with my deadbeat mother! I think it'll be easy! All I have to do is be myself...which in case you don't know is sweet and nice..and completely lady-like! ^-^ WooT! Easy! I just hope that they don't become mean when it comes time for them to decide where I stay! >.< I hope all goes well! ANGELA!! I still need my livejurnal background and stuff fixed!! Help me! Love you guys!